Everything just changed in a clip of eye

Hey whoever read my blog, This is the day sad to the max. I don't know why. I had nothing to say today. My heart is like clashes! Not because of Relationship or family or what the hell. I just felt i very very sad. I really wanna to cry about this. I felt i'm the only one left behind. I worried this and that, Try to give you all the best but i failed to do it. What la this. Such a motherfucker. I really don't know what to do. Sorry For the rudeness and also unpleasant words. Brother and sisters, Sorry. I just wanna said sorry and i apologize : )

Love you girl. You're just the amazing one.

Adrian Place

Today, Morning i went to Church and i found that this church suits me. It gives me back all those feelings when i am at KL church. It's that a great thing. Haha! So , I didn't said much . I just attend. The people there are lovely and nice. I think every church do the same thing. I went to a mall with my friends and eat there. Withdraw Withdraw only ! Damn funny. I received a text of you. Saying you are hungry. Directly towards my nerve and made me give you a call and asked whether you need to eat or not. haha! This is so Different ! Hahaha! So i take away some food for you. :) Makes me to be a good guy for the day. After that, I went to gym with Adrian and I'm am so freaking tired now. Damn it! Haha! But fun thou. I slept at two chairs. Imagine a 180cm guy sleep at two chairs. How pitiful it is. :) Anyways, Today is so fun and awesome. Thanks guys. : D

What a day!

Today nothing special to say. It's just the matter of people sticking home. Great! Plans are ruin. From Heaven to Hell. : ) Even Friends don't want to follow. It is such a bored and fucked up day. But Yeah! This is the first saturday i stayed home. I mean hostel. For you, You didn't react anything. You didn't do anything. You didn't realize me ! But well, Maybe god made it this way. Loves and Hugs For you. But then, Now i am in a bad condition. Maybe this is what love meant for. Great one and Loving one. I'm still here ! : ) Anything i wish to know. Anywhere i wish to follow. Just for you , Only you and the last one. Washing clothes,hanging,spending time with no reason. But i'm still thinking about you this. Haha! Lovessssssss For you. Nothing much till now i realize ! : )

Days run through my mind,
Letting me know i found you,
Loves and feelings come to me,
For you and For your destiny. :)

Life at Miri

A typical Love story i read had awakes my heart. This is not a ordinary love story. This can implies it in our lives. : ) That's what Life meant to be! Hell yeah! Another thing i did it at Miri is Beer with friends. Damn, There's are well educated in drinking! HAHA! Don't mind if i write you here. Another thing is, You , The one i sayang and loves. I already do nothing for you. Hope you don't mind. Just Keep this relationship close. I don't meant wanna go this path with you. I just wanna let god decide for me. There's a lot of things Inside your mind that complicated yourself. So, I don't force, don't do and just let it be. Friends, if you wanna know what happen, Just Come here and see. Nothing can be force and Support doesn't works. Yes, I admit i got her in my heart. : )

Nothing much for me to say here. Just wish all of my friends at kk be healthy and take care always and Love you all :p

Edmund, 18/3/2011

: )

Hey guys, i'm back for blogging. : D
Today is a lovely day i guess. Loves flew over all the places. Adorable of her shocks me. This is what i wants ! Haha! A lovely person that.. uhmm. haha! Today class is super boring. Anyways , Thanks for your accompany! I appreciate thou. My Secrets is spread out. Haha! Start to do my Presentation and Assignments. Shit! Balcony Balcony only my brother know! HAHA! :D that's all for today!

It's totally not logic!

Hey You. The freaking one. You're just a idiot. Don't try to mess up things with me. Oh yeah. You got a brother. But you don't touch a single hair of her if not you need to ready your coffin. Damn It, you should tolerate as a sister instead of blaming blaming and blaming. You should get fucked up soon by me. i had a limit, When the limits is over, D E A D ! Don't mind if i do it. Shit you asshole. What the fuck. Damn shit and annoying shits you had done. Damn you girl. :)

I'm Back.

There's been a while i didn't post anything fuck . In these few months time, I get into something different :D . It's so amazing ! But yet Something that i not hope to Happen , already happen. Last time used to be a good partner and good Pal and Now had become a different indeed super not appropriate friend. Anything, Sorry first.

Anyway, on 2010, i met back with my brother, Mr.Preston. It was fun and freaking hyper. We gone to Sutera like Everyday. Sky Juice and POP POP everyday! HAHA! Anything just happen in a clip of eye. He's now at KL and what can we do is JUST MISSING HIM. HAHAHAHA! As what I , Ming Zu and Fatt said.

I still remember this thing, Sarah. Betty Bought a Butter But the butter is bitter so she bought another butter to replace the butter bitter better!

Haha I miss My Secondary Life. Seriously ! I want to rewind the time and spend some quality time with them !! Ladies And Gentlemen, I miss you all !!

No matter what happen,
Life still goes On,
What Can We do is,
Be peace and Love the one should be loved.
I Love you Baby.

My New Life :)

Since i have chosen to this decision.. It is The end of my decision.. I wont do anything to change my decision.. Because i think Its Right ! i love the way i am now ! xD

Now, I can enjoy my life with others.. I will tell everything at 19th !! if You all wanna to know what happen, Remember to log into your facebook and check my status ! It will be a memorial day ! I am sure !

♥

hahaha! Everything Can be known on that day.. And I was waiting that day to appear ! :)


Life's still goes On :D
From Me : Edmund

Exam :)

Exam Exam Exam Again ! Its seem we need to waste 3 weeks of time on that.. I dont know what Sej talk about.. Half Of the Class Sleep? :) Better Than Wasting energy in.. Haha! Life still goes On ! Anything Will Be decide Soon.. Be patient and wait.. Nothing Can be decide by us.. :) We are humans, we cannot predict what will happen next.. :)

There's a nice song i been listening all this time : Eenie Meenie By Sean Kingston And Justin Bieber

:)

The Number 97th post

Today, nothing special happen.. I am waiting my dear for whole day i guess.. So miss her .. i miss her in my soul.. I had played Friends For Sale for almost whole day too.. =D

I chat with few buddy for few hours.. So many things to say .. Haha! There Will Be a miracle if you believe.~! I LOVE YOU.. =)

Received Francisca Message at 10 i think.. She going to kl central alone.. Pity her..=(
God Will bless You.. Dont worry..

I guess i been not have my sleep well for couple of days.. Hmm.. Two days ago, i slept at 3.. Yesterday slept at 2.. haiz Tonight sleeping at 2 also i guess.. My dear sleep so early.. =(

I love you with all my heart and in my soul..
I will be there for you always..=D




By: Edmund .. =)

Tired Day

I knew that i will be tired today cause i talk phone till 3? Gosh! Haha! But quiet fun ^^
I and talking while watching ghost rider which is shown at 413? =D Old Movie la.. But Shuang la. Then Today about 7 or 8 i woke, My bro wake me up for 20minutes? Haha . After that got a call from my friends that neeed go out =D .. Noon then go kk box? Then night feeling going to die soon cause whole body tired.. i slept 3hours + only.. Then Now its 10, waiting someone's message and then not feeling tired anymore.. Is the world playing me? Haha! Suddenly sleepy and suddenly not sleepy again .. Then i think i will sleep lately tonight also? Shuang Ah !! Today Cp is full of people man ! Majority is malay's. =D ..

Have lots of fun today although i am moody =(
Feel like dying =(
Feel stressful=(
Bye all=(


By:Edmund

law vuii here :)

BE HAPPY bha aiya :)
ask wht u wnt to knw abt her,
she's yr girl.
nothing can be lazy if u love her.
happy or sad life still goes on,
so why dont we choose happy ?
:D
BEHAPPY.

and SHIRLEY,
u might wont be reading this as soon as i post this up,
BUT,
i know u'll read it one day.
if u love him,
u sure will check up on him everywhr tht means including his blog.
Pls dont treat him so cold or whtsoevr u did tht hurt him.
He's yr boyfriend.
did u realise how much he love and care for u ?
he just wanna spend more time with u but u are pissing him off.
im advising, dont hate me :)
just trying to help.
i post this up without his permission.

GOOD LUCK YOU TWO :} KEEP SWEET NOW AND ALWAYS

Picture At Fook Lu Siew !

GAY PIC !

What The hell he doing?

Calling ?

When Sleeping?

So gay^^

We stayed at there Fook Lu siew few days and i was wondering how they sleep there? It is so hard the sofa^^ We had a sad time there.. I show u all some picture's.. It is so lame that all those picture.. xD

Not Like feeling go out with u all edi

Just a while i want to be with her also x boleh.. Nget wad lin sai la.. is not that i do wrong.. ! Just i want see my beloved for a few times.. like that got wrong meh? i wanted fight le.. i wanted kill the damn guys.. i wanted faint when saw u all.. Then i wanted to come back with all my heart at 9+ .. it is too late.. bro, i noe wad u feel now.. The same feeling i got.. And i wanted to tell u is..
I ♥ You.. I noe i do something wrong to treat u.. Sorrry. I promise i wont do that again.. I noe , you noe is wad.. But recently i saw some of your things.. Not feeling well.. Feeling wanna die.. heard many things from Him about you.. There's been a gap between us.. i dunno wad can i do anymore.. Just be myself.. I dunno what can i do.. I dunno i can do what to get into you..

I will changed what u dun like.. i think i make mistakes. I will change.. I hope that u can just give me a chance to go for you.. Expressing my feelings.. I dunno what shall i do to recover out relationship.. Nowonder you talk or sms like guai guai d.. Now i noe ! I ♥ You.. Its midnight.. I am waiting you for couple's of days.. Hen Chun Oh Me.. ! Stupid + Foolish.. Tell me what u dun like.. Tell me what u wnat from me.. Just tell if u wanna.. Thats all ! Haiz.. :-( Nothing will be done..

♥ E D M U N D ♥

it is Aug 2nd =)

he rules of the game is posted at the beginning:
1. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
2. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 1:30 AM
Name: Edmund
Sisters: Wish I had one
Brothers: 2
Shoe Size: idk actually
Height: 180
Where do you live: The word come from a bird name
Favourite drinks: Milk..
Favourite breakfast: everything :O
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes
Swam in the ocean: No..
Fallen asleep at school: always la
Broken someone's heart: yeah. sorry then (:
Fell off your chair: sometimes i purposely do that.. quiet fun
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Got (:
What is your room like: Got walls,bed,table,trays
What's right beside you: Udara segar
What is the last thing you ate: easy way
Ever had chicken pox: Ya
Broken nose: idk
Do you believe in love at first sight: Ya, i think
Like picnics: okok la
Who was,were the last person you danced with: Rachel
Last made you smile: From her msg !
You last yelled at: My MuM

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Ya only one time..
Kissed anyone: guess so
Get sick: nope
Talk to an ex: sure (:
Miss someone: The only person i miss is she la
Eat: everything?
Feel best feeling in the world: sweet talks..

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: NO
What's under your bed: floor la..
Who do you really hate: nothing
What time is it now? : 1:37 A M
things I was doing 10 years ago: Find a better job to menyara my family..

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. texting
2. eating
3. blogging
4. Chatting
5. bathing

5 snacks I enjoy:
1.baby biscuit !
2.everything !

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. get everything i want
2. get a car that suite me
3. get a home
4. buy for my love
5. Donate to people?

5 of my bad habits:
1. Lazy
2. stupid
3. Like to play a fool(not now la i make fool stuff)
4. slow
5. like bulliest(last time la not now)

5 places I have lived in:
1. earth
2. malaysia
3. sabah
4. kk
5. Kingfisher

5 people I'm tagging:
1. Crystal
2. Maan
3. Alicia
4. Zhen Hao
5. Fiona

idk wad is this!

Lets start the question :
1. Grab Your Phone.
Already

2. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone?
My bro pic..

3. What's your ringtone?
If I let You Go ~~ Westlife

4. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M?
Mummy

5. Who's the last person you called?
Crystal

6. Who was your last missed call from?
My mum!

7. Who's the 1st person who comes up under C?
hw i noe?

8. Who's your speed dial number 2?
err... My girl

9. What does 3rd text in ur inbox say?
Are u ready? From unknown

10. Who was your last received call from?
Forgotten

11. What does your 2nd sentbox text say?
idk..

12. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
450

13. What is the wallpaper?
it comes frm the theme

14. Who's speed dial number 1?
My DaD

15. Who is the 15th message from in your inbox?
idk

16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Bubble

17. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
5

18. What network are you on?
Digi. I will follow you

19. Name every person you have a message from in your inbox.
Mr1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10

20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say?
idk

21. Who is the first person in your contacts?
Adeline Soon

22. Who is the last name in your contacts?
Zoe Chan

23. What does the last text in your inbox say?
"okay." From crystal

24. What is your screensaver?
nothing

25. What is your balance?
rm17.91

26. Who's the last person under H?
Hamster

27. What is your bluetooth name?
AhMund

28. How many numbers are in your phone?
idk.. too many

29. Could you live without it?
CANNOT

Tag By law Vui

40 Secrets about yourself.Be honest no matter what.
If I tag you, you have to do one!

1.)have u been asked out?
Yes.

2.) Wheres your default picture taken?
How shud i noe?

3.) What's your middle name?

err.. Min Lun kah?

4.) Your current relationship status?
Single

5.) Does your crush like you back?
I wont accept girls that i break b4

6.) What is your current mood?
Happy cos can meet YOU

7.) What color of underwear are you wearing?
err.... White boxer with smiley face

8.) What color shirt are you wearing?
Pink

9.) Missing something?
Confirm.. everyday every second tiam..

10.) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
Be a baby ! Only noe eat,shit and cry !

11.) If you must be an animal for one day, what?
err.. How i noe jek?

12.) Ever had a near death experience?
Ya.. Gastrik.. Operation oh!

13.) Something you do a lot?
texting and blogging

14.) The song stuck in your head?
Hard To say Im Sorry

15.) Who did you copy and paste this from?
Law Vuii

16.) Name someone with the same birthday as you?
dunno

17.) When was the last time you cried?
I think .... One time since teenager

18.) Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
ya, when primary 2.

19.) If you could have one super power what would it be?
Unlimited power ..

20.) What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
=S

21.) What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Caramel !!

22.) What's your biggest secret?

Only Fiona Noe's

23.) Favourite color?
PINK

24.) Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
yes.

25.) What's on your walls?
picture =.=

26.) What are you?
human la obviously..

27.) Do you speak any other language?
English,hakka,chinese,cantonese,french !

28.) What's your favorite smell?
My perfume

29.) Describe your life in one word.
Love

30.) Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Ya.. But i failed

31.) What are you thinking about right now?
her la confirm !

33.) What should you be doing?
Missing her

34.) Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
My mum?

35.) How often do u talk to God?
maybe no ! although im a christian

36.) Do you like working in the yard?
Ya.. always

37.) If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Edmund..

38.) Do you act differently around the person you like?
Ya.. Sometimes!

39.) What is your natural hair color?
Black

40.) Who was the last person to make you cry?
Forgotten

1st time charity work.. =)

Cookies

Ingredients

Making handicraft

Food

The Enviroment

Picture's of them

My Bro and my lovely MuM

what is so interesting about there?

Today morning, when i wake is alomst 7.. I terus omg and grab pants and shirt and rushed to Tan Hua Hua hse to collect the things.. Im sorry Hua, make u waited me so long .. I am reli feel sorry .. After that had breakfast and when to Tuaran's Orphanage, The kids there are very very Pity.. I am glad that i have a warm , nice, comfortable family.. We done some games,food and handicraft for them.. I bake cookies =) Chocalate Chips Cookies.. Sorry For those kids. It is too sweet.. Too much brown sugar But they say is fine.. Then i smile la.. =)

This campaign is organised By Eugene, A member of HSBC bank !!
We have about few people's there, we car pool and go.. 12ppl in 3 cars.. I , My mum, Eugene, My lil bro, My big bro, And few more that i forgotten there name.. There are friendly =.=

Interested On making something,
1)cookies
2)cake
3)cupcakes

Want make it with my own hands.. Will post something at night after sttss Nite .. Wheee . i may see u later... Happy =.=

LZH at my hse !

Today, Nothing to post about.. There is a person at my hse today.. He is like Linc here and there.. He is a way like keep say DRAFT DRAFT DRAFT !! I am like you go play la.. =) You ba ! No reply me today morning ! When reached home i am like so disapointed.. Nvm la.. People also got owner ! Anyway, Fooz i tell you.. I got No comment liao.. We On this saturday la .. But.. I will always Missing u ..

At skul, I found out add maths is getting easier and easier.. Our dagang teacher had leave, her coarse has done.. I appreciate what she teach.. I am glad had a good teacher like her..

Lia, Please Take Care of yourself ^^.. Keep yourself always in a good condition.. Headache please take medicine, Dun leave yourself lai that.. it is not worth it.. hope u and Your beloved will be better and better..

Falling in quite love with You.. I am glad that i noe you.. i will continue waiting for you, Appreciate every word you say.. ! =) I'm waiting.. I'm waiting.. I'm waiting..^^

Thats all for today !.. =)

Phewww

This is the worst day.. Worst oh.. Nothing is so Nice about today.. Worst only i noe hw to say. ! Only can say i am moody .. ! Only concentrate at account , Economy and math class.. I apologise to teacher cos no hantar bahan bukti.. Today, i saw Teacher PPY 1st time smiling.. This isaac very ham oh.. ! Ham dao ! haha ! Pity Ophelia skinny give grab edi.. ~.~

Sarah ! I know everything liao.. I today then noe her s so damn cb bad and worst.. haha ! Thx.. I will appreciate the one .. Exactly like i am swimming, the water will always come towards me.. ! By The Way, Cheryl i hope your sound will cure ! St.Agnes Had h1n1 case . Omg! All Saints close soon! Lok Yuk close soon ! Aman Damai No skul =.=

Dont Think Too much ! It is Not worth it ! Again i am telling this to alicia and sherah !
Be honest to people you love.. Smile always to friends once again ! Dulin the vehicle i follow always.

Edmund !